Monday, 2 November 2009

I just cant get enough of this jumper!

Its warm and cosy and makes me smile which is good, I've been a bit sad recently. I miss a friend who moved a way quite a lot and my Lola recently died so i need comfort! Today is 40 days since my Lola died, and I'm going home, apparently its important I'm not up to scratch with all my Filipino traditions but it will be nice to see my ma i haven't seen her for a month!!!

Yesterday when i called her she nearly said Lolo and Lola when she was telling me what my Lolo was up too. It was strange, since she died i haven't been able to take it in. Maybe its because we live so far away and we don't get to see my mums family that often, maybe because when we saw her for the last time in September it was like it wasn't her anymore.